Sunday September 10, 2006
‘I will walk again’
DAP chairman Karpal Singh has been wheelchair-bound since an auto
accident last January. During his hospitalisation, he and his family
downplayed the severity of his injuries. For the first time, he tells
CHIN MUI YOON how he survived the ordeal and how he is coping with life
as a disabled person.
PARLIAMENT is in full swing and veteran opposition MP Karpal Singh is in his element.
“You are not brave enough to allow me to speak!” he accuses Datuk Seri
Radzi Sheikh Ahmad when he is denied the chance to question the Home
Affairs Minister on the issue of whether Malaysia is an Islamic state.
That’s typical Karpal. Throughout his 36-year legal and political
career, the 66-year-old DAP stalwart has been booed, cursed, ridiculed,
threatened, fined, suspended and jailed. So taking on a government
minister – even from a wheelchair – is just another day’s work for a man
“all out to oppose”.
Publicly, the man whose admirers call the
Tiger of Jelutong for his astonishing fifth electoral win in the Penang
constitutency, remains as sharp and formidable as ever. But privately,
he is struggling to regain his health and the full use of all his limbs
since his accident in January 2005.
“I am fighting an internal
battle that people don’t see and which I can’t express,” he says. “Life
is so different now. I can’t stand to address the court or Speaker of
the Dewan Rakyat. I need assistance even to scratch my forehead. It’s a
terrible thought when you can’t do simple
things that were once so
normal.”
I meet the legendary lawyer at his office located in an
old part of Pudu in Kuala Lumpur, tucked amidst colonial houses,
backpackers’ inns, mamak restaurants and Sikh and Hindu temples.
A dozen people cram inside the little office with tired faces, dusty
slippers and stained shirts as tattered as the threadbare carpet.
Framed plaques from clients decorate the walls. One proclaims “Karpal is an institution by himself”; another is a pair of preserved lobsters from a grateful client of case CV6088/99.
Never mind their lawyer is wheelchair-bound, these people still want Karpal Singh to take up their cases.
Work has become therapy for Karpal. When the mind is occupied, you
forget your troubles, he says. He returns even on weekends to prepare
cases for his lawyer sons.
“I’ve never been the sort who enjoyed
golf and things like that; my hobby is reading law journals. But before
the accident, I was on the move all the time and could be in several
states in one day. Suddenly, I can’t even move. Helplessness
overwhelms me sometimes. Still, I can’t fall into depression, which is
difficult to get out of. I keep telling myself to get on with life. My family’s support had been necessary to keep me going.”
A fateful decision
The accident that has crippled him should not have happened if he had
not changed his routine. Karpal regularly flew from KL to Alor Star
where his eldest son, Jagdeep, who runs his legal office there, would
pick him up at the airport and drive him home to Penang.
But on
Jan 28, 2005, Karpal changed plans. He didn’t want to trouble Jagdeep,
opting instead to catch the last flight out of KLIA directly to Bayan
Lepas. Neither did he want his Penang driver to stay awake just to drive
him home from the airport.
“So I took a taxi home,” Karpal recalls. “I always sit in front with
the driver to chat. Somehow this time, I sat at the back.”
The taxi
stopped in front of Karpal’s home in Jalan Utama and signalled to turn
right into the driveway.
Suddenly a car rammed into the taxi from behind
and violently flung Karpal about inside the car.
“What have I
done, I hit the Tiger of Jelutong!” bank manager Lau Yee Fuat had
reportedly cried out upon seeing who was in the taxi. (Lau was later
charged under the Road Transport Act 1987 for reckless driving).
“I felt an excruciating pain in my neck and down my back; I knew it was
a spinal injury,” says Karpal. “I told the driver to get my wife.
Gurmit rushed out to the car. I told her I had hurt my back.”
Scans at the hospital revealed a severe contusion to Karpal’s thoracic
vertebrae as a result of whiplash to his spinal cord which often occurs
in such accidents.
Painkillers were administered and Karpal was
unconscious for days. When he woke up, doctors told him that for him to
walk again, it would be “a very slow process.”
While Karpal is
not paralysed, his nerves and tissues in the spine have been damaged,
causing sensory impairment and reduced motor strength. Immediately after
the crash, he lost all sensation of his body.
But he has since regained sensation and can feel his toes and fingers.
He can move his legs and “walk” on water during hydrotherapy and stand
for short moments. However, his mobility remains badly affected. He
requires rigorous physiotherapy and hydrotherapy to continue his
recovery.
“My life was changed, just like that – all because of a
decision I made,” says Karpal quietly. “I kept asking myself: What if I
had taken an earlier flight instead?
“Yet, once it’s fated,
somehow or rather, we would still arrive at these points. In just a
moment, my life and future was altered.”
An internal battle
Throughout 2005, Karpal was in and out of several hospitals in Penang and Singapore and had one major operation.
Since January this year, he has been undergoing physiotherapy two hours daily and hydrotherapy on weekends.
Karpal’s mobility needs were swiftly handled. His bedroom was
relocated from the lowest floor to the entry level of his three-story
split level home in Damansara Heights, Kuala Lumpur.
An electronically operated lift was installed in his KL office and a ramp built in his Penang office.
But accepting and
dealing with the devastating loss of his bodily functions took longer.
It was not until February this year that Karpal regained a little
movement in his arms.
“I was surprised when I tried to hold a pen
to sign a piece of paper and I found that I could. Not only that, my
signature was the same as before!” he says.
That is significant progress considering he is unable to raise his arms more than a few centimetres.
Unfortunately most courts remain inaccessible although the new
buildings in Putrajaya are disabled-friendly. Parliament installed a
ramp for Karpal when he returned on June 27 last year, just before his
65th birthday.
A place was made for him in the back row beside
Batu Gajah MP Fong Po Kuan in the Opposition block as the aisle leading
to his usual front row seat beside Opposition leader Lim Kit Siang is
too narrow for his wheelchair.
But not everyone is so noble when
a political opponent is down. On June 28 this year, Datuk Bung Mokhtar
Radin (BN-Kinabatangan) drew flak when he told Karpal to “Shut up and
sit down. You are lucky you are only in a wheelchair and did not die.
Even in a wheelchair you want to create trouble in here.”
Karpal retorted by requesting for “this animal” to be taken out.
Deputy Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Datuk M. Kayveas
also couldn’t resist taking a jibe at Karpal on the same day by saying
“You are now in a wheelchair. Later, no one will know what your
condition will be.”
“There are always people who are
insensitive, we just have to take it,” says Karpal. “There is nothing
you can do about it. We cannot be discouraged, as that’s exactly what
our enemies would want.
“Yes, I am more humbled now. Once you
are in this situation, you realise how little the disabled have in this
country. Governments in many countries make lots of allowances to
include them in society.
“We haven’t reached that stage. I will
do what I can to make sure the disabled are given all opportunities in
line with other countries.”
Does it mean we will see the Tiger back for the next elections in 2007 or 2008?
“Yes! I hope to, even if I am still in my wheelchair,” Karpal readily
replies. “After all, American president Franklin D. Roosevelt directed
World War II from his wheelchair. But it depends on the party’s
decision. I would like to contest; I’m not that old!
“I tell myself I must walk again. It is possible with physiotherapy but it will be a very slow process. I have to walk. God willing, I will.”
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